Blessed
I feel so happy in my life right now, Im overjoyed everyday even if its seeing random people. I can interact with and make them happy. It even excites me more that I can make them smile:) I`ve never felt so happy. I guess I became fully accepted of myself and I began to grow to love myself. I began to love other for their flaws. I began everyday as an overjoyed person. I can`t stop laughing or smiling. I honestly don`t know why. Its been like this for a long time. I feel like I had to express it. Im just a girl who loves seeing people happy. and helping people without anything in return. I feel soo happy thinking about my future and how many people I can change to turn their life around with my personality and what I could do for the world. I dream a lot.. and most times.. I feel like ppl say dreams stay as dreams.. so i feel negative. But I live in America. I have the two wonderful parents who raised me into a wonderful happy woman I am today. They`ve worked hard and gave me a life in such a great country. Where we can dream and anything could come true. No one said itd be easy.. but its a place where they honor you for being so successful in your career. That’s what so great. Following your dream is even more exciting. Im a girl full of spirit. I try not to let negative things as an obstacle. I want to be an actress. and everytime I watch movies.. I get so excited. I always find myself in front of a mirror holding my bar soap for my sag award speech or redoing a scene i thought could be better. I do it everyday, its ridiculous. Its kinda embarrassing. I love to express myself. I get excited dancing, singing, I cant imagine singing or dancing for kids and making them smile. I guess I could consider myself a humanist person. I really love every person I meet.. Tommorrw is my sister`s communion, and I cannot wait to curl her hair. lol:P and burn it. jk. but Im really excited she`s a step closer to being a true catholic. Where she will one day learn to love herself and love God as much as I do. I`ve never felt so happy.. even without talking to “somebody” to fufill my love. When I listen to my music, I begin to fall in love with myself. I know that’s a little weird. But I don’t know how to express how happy I am everyday. I`m goingt o be teaching next year or studying as an 11th grader teacher next year for my catholic school. I can`t wait to lead a group full of students into learning what Catholicism is all about. I hope I can be something important to them one day. and school, i just got out this Friday which was 1 day ago.. I can`t believe how fast school went by.. But now I`m 16. I turned 16 a month ago but I feel so old. Ill regret saying that later when Im 50 lol:D I had this wonderful old man at the age of 67. He was telling me quotes of “life” i guess. I was acting like I didn’t know any of this. I can`t belive how wise I am at this age to be filled with that kind of information. Usually at 16, youre still learning or even later.I`m going to make bad decisions, but I`ll also make good ones.. and become even wiser. and MAYBE i can teach m kids. I get so excited about wondering about my husband and my kids. I cant wait to tell them how I was and inspire them to be just like their mother. I feel a little weird just cause I am soo young. I don’t want to be conceited but I know I`m a pretty girl, full of personality, kind, loving, impatient sometimes, bipolar rarely, picky, have high standards. which is why I`m not relaly worried about finding my soulmate.But I`m so happy Ive never had my first kiss, who ever it is.. I`m in love with. I`m holding a special place in my heart for someone. But most people I met are really boring and cant hold a conversation or nice but not my type. I get lonely sometimes, but I didn’t realize how happy people make me more than a soulmate tbh. I`m a smart girl not book smart but I will follow my dreams, and hopefully one day be a inspiration to millions of people. I cant imagine living in a world without leaving an honorable mark. I always felt in my heart since I was very little that its a have to that I am on a mission to make people happy and be big significant person because I could and will leave something better for the next generation. Im so tired now, my eyes are half asleep. I`m leaving for my orange juice. I can`t wait to update myself all this summer. Oh! and I`m leaving to six flags!wooooott!!! this memorials. I`m really excited. anyways… goodnight. Im sooo tired from smiling so much. lol. okay, i gues i should leave now. bye!!!!:)) i love everyone of my followers. you guys are soo beautiful:)
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